~Just-say-please

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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Shawnie18/Female/United States

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I hate youi hate it when you smile i hate it when you laugh when im around you i forget everything that made me mad i hate it when we argue but hate it when we dont i hate that you always make me look like such a dork i hate being around you and i hate being away i hate that i cant stand you and i hate that i cant find a way i hate that im drawn to you i hate that im lostin you i hate it when you look at me and i dont know what your thinking i hate that everything i do reminds me of you i hate that you think you know everything even tho it kinda I hate you
by ~Just-say-please

I can'tI can't say i wanted it this way It just happened you with your eyes me with my smile a lost girl floating on air you held out your hand and i took it carefree
and happy you smiled
i laughed but then it was over no more smiles no more laughter just hurt hurt and confusion why i wanted to know
why did you do this i hear nothing no voice just tears as i cry you did this
you did this i scream I can't
by ~Just-say-please

Im sorryI'ts time to forget
they tell me time to move on
they smile
i smile back
and nodd my head on the outside im fine but inside
im bursting
how could i forget how can i move on
stupid people they dont understand they dont know
i loved you
i gave you my all
but it wasnt enough i found you
dead
with a note saying sorry sorry for what killing me slowly
or staining my floor with your blood im sorry i wisper to the dark
im sorry i cry and take the gun
im sorry i scream
and pul Im sorry
by ~Just-say-please

but i love youIt's as if i can't breath
i clutch for somthing that isnt there ever breath more painful the last things blur
black spots cloud my world tears fall down my face as i explode unable to control the slightes fact i start to shake as it all clears and nothing is left for me i reach to my chest to find the whole the blood covering my hand beside me is my heart barely beating and torn i look up
you stand above me grining you scream at my face "this is your fault"
as your foot smashes my heart to pieces i fall
you laugh
walking away &nbs but i love you
by ~Just-say-please

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i hate this

Mon Aug 10, 2009, 1:56 PM

Mood: Fear
Listening to: you give love a bad name - atreyu
Reading: text from him
Watching: the screen
Playing: Music duh
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing

i have fallen head over heels pretty much in love. with my best guy friend.
and it sucks
he is coming to spend a week or so wit hme here soon. and i have no idea how to act. or what to do . how did i let this happen. i mean hes my best friend for god sake. the worst part. is i keep telling my self im not. that its just a crush it will pass...but when i hear his voice. it makes me crazy...when he text me to tell me morning..i smile. when he hurts. so do i. its gone way past just caring for a friend its...driving me insane. he will be here. to see me. and i cant even tell him how i feel.

fuck me :s

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